❦ Kynndra ❦ 16 ❦ USA ❦ Canadian ❦
Penryn and the End of Days, The Mortal Instruments, Game of Thrones, Bates Motel, Prison Break, Merlin, Sons of Anarchy, Dexter, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, American Horror Story, The Following, The Walking Dead, Sherlock, The Vampire Diaries, Breaking Bad, Supernatural & books
Daniel Sharman, Thomas Brodie-Sangster, and Miles Teller are my spirit animals.
“I’m afraid we’ll always be
a book with the end pages ripped out.”
— Madisen Kuhn, Does Time Truly Heal All Wounds?
Suddenly he presses a hand to my stomach. His fingers are so long that, thought the heel of his hand touches the side of my rib cage, his fingertips still touch the other side. My heart pounds so hard my chest hurts, and I stare at him, wide-eyed. “Never forget to keep tension here” he says in a quiet voice. Four lifts his hand and keeps walking. It’s strange, but I have to stop and breathe for a few seconds before I can keep practicing.
I just want this to be over.
#hey douchebag!#you could have provided your sons with both a home and an education#if you had actually put even the tiniest bit of effort into getting your shit together#putting their needs ahead of your own#and considering what the wife you porported to ‘love’ would have thought of your quest for vengance#and the havoc it wrought upon her kids#fuck you john winchester for sobbing and making this about you#you could have given dean a home and sam school#instead you dragged them around the country leaving them alone for long stretches of time#and you threw your younger son out of your ‘home’ as soon as he expressed the desire for school#so fuck you john#fuck you and your mind games#fuck you and your selfishness#and fuck you for making your boys feel guilty about your fuck ups—as a ploy to get them refocused on your revenge quest#i am so done (musingsdeme)
#fun fact this is what emotional abuse looks like#whether or not it’s intended as such#he might feel like he’s being totally honest about his feelings#but he’s turning the story around#saying I’ve always wanted you to have these things!! look how sad I am!#when it was totally within his powers to provide those things#and he didn’t#so#fuck you john winchester#too little too late#the one in the dirty trenchcoat that’s in love with queue (nestingdean)
#and the award for worst father of the year goes to John Winchester #look at the way he says ‘I want Mary alive’ too #because that’s impossible #so he thinks of these other two things as impossible too #and that’s just fucked up #obviously there’s reasons why he did what he did #but those aren’t excuses #and he was a shit-tastic father
to people that sleep with their bedroom doors open:you are brave but you are going to die young
One day she would allow herself to be less than strong. But not today. It could not be today.
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the card may be relevant to your present or future